Had another day full of activities.Earlier this week, I once was too stressed due to the workload and wanting to cry. But today, I found that my heart is still looking for more and more challenges, adventures or just another window to a place I don't know yet, although I'm really tired.
This reminded me of my Birthday wish last year. 'To have dreams in every stage of my life'. Today, I'm thinking---Do I have too many dreams? Which one shall I pursue?
I desire too much. There is always a voice in my heart 'I want to know more....I want to see more... I want to do more...I want to be more than myself now.......'
Since when, my ambition and desires have become so strong and I feel there is something wrong about them. Dreams of MINE are drainning my energy and may lead me to nowhere.
God, what do you want me to do? Which is your way? Where do you want me to go? Please show them to me. Give me a vision to follow with my full strength.
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i thought i am on my way to pursue my dreams, then at the end of the day, i found there are so many struggles, misunderstandings, and maybe pain. i suddenly stopped, and try to find directions, God didn't point it to me, so i need to wait...
i don't know what i am gonna say here, but that is my status now, maybe like you...
which i just hope after a month, half year, a year, many years... or perhaps longer... i can write here again to tell you...
i still have my dreams, never give up...
miss you, add oil ZR... =)
elsa
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