Wednesday, August 16, 2006

while airports are crowded

Mine isn't.

Another transition summer for Guildford, I saw people left and expect new faces turn up soon.
The house looks much bigger as only me myself cooking, eating, sleeping, watching tele and surfing internet and thinking of.........

It is not always comfortable being alone.

I have to clean the house alone.... I am cleaning bit by bit in this huge house again. Light bulbs are not working one after another. Old furnitures need to be chucked. 8 bags of rubbish are bined on Weds !!The worst job is to clean other tenant's room which ....... I developed skin rash after cleaning some cabinets.

Gardenning is getting heavier. Those lovely productive apple trees are dropping apples daily which leave a strong smell in the backyard. Poor me, clean the floor again and again, after my exhausting work in the day.

The thought of living in a mordern society makes me scared. I always think those doors are too thin and the windows can be easily opened..........

It's harder to cook. I often forget the time to eat and really don't know what to cook for one. Eating isn't enjoyable anymore. Mm..... I will finish all the packed noodles soon.

The weiredest thing is that my world is becomming quieter. I don't talk at all at home. Tele talked most of the time. Phone talks a bit but no excitements. Hence, I don't know my feeling any more. I don't summarize my day because I have no one to tell. I don't think much because nobody asks anyway.

Good, another scenario of life. Enjoying.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

hi rachel,
feel a bit sad to read your diary. 2 weeks for peggy, 3 weeks for me to move in with you, tidy the room for you, cook for you, wait for you after your work, talk to you, and at that time, you will write another entry: too crowded in my home... i miss the days to be alone. haha... so you have to enjoy the next 15 days, then be well prepared for the coming noise. my place is also quiet, but i am looking forward to live with you and pp... love, elsa.

Rachel said...

Thank you for your caring words. Elsa. I am expecting you to come.
Come but don't bring any food. We have far too much stock in the house.

irene said...

my dearest.. it's only a transition .. our life is one transition after another.. so enjoy the peace and the solitude... La