续

Life is also too short for mourning about situation but not having the gut to step out... (I am doing so bad on this.. nvm, I am a woman hence I deserve a bit of mourning.)

Life is also too short for 'dropping by','visiting','trying' ....It is all right to make such attempts but not so good to keep doing them at the same spot.

On my way home today, I thought about the pain I recieved from friends, especially each traumatic departure after we got to know each other just well enough to be close friends. I sighed quietly, Why God, you stretch our feelings to connect with people then stretch the distance so we can hardly reach each other ever. Why God, after years of practicing, I still can't get the ability of 'standing with people in spirit'...I often see myself deeply involved in emotion.

Somehow, I thought about this verse 'life is too short for...' Actually, maybe it is God's idea that we get mingled with people in a deeper way, or commit ourselves to each other, in various quiet ways, to show our love and care. Maybe, there is no other way...