In God's will I am free

I really enjoyed the church service today. The worship leader led a few old songs and hymns, including one of my favourites, 'Be Still'.

When the melody filled the church hall, I really felt the atmosphere of HOLINESS. Wow, it's holy when believers are filled with the same Spirit. I suddenly had this idea. In a family with non-believer spouse, the believing one can never feel this holiness inside of the house. It may be ok to live a nice life, even with mutual respect but they can never FEEL THE　SAME SPIRIT.

At that point, I was really grateful that I knew it from the bottom of my heart today. I said to friends yesterday at I am just like the lady in 李春天的春天， waiting for a romance instead of settlement. I'll wait for the one who touched me like giving an electric shock (not literally). If the other person is not a believer of the same Spirit，how can he touch the deepest part of my heart?

Then it was the song 'All for Jesus'. The verse 'In God's will I am free' struck me. It reminded me of many, men and women, including myself. There were times that I was not free, even after I became a Christian, because I didn't walk in God's will. Sometimes, I knew；sometimes, I didn't know. I asked, how do I know if this is God's will. Now the answer came, it is God's will if you feel FREE.

It reminded me of many old people, who spent their life doing things which made them regret at the end of the life. They can not get out of their memories. They do not want to change either. Hence, they stuck with SIN keeping their freedom away.

It reminded me of many young people, who tried again and again to woo the ones don't love them back. What a pity! They are not free!! I am afraid one-sided love is not God's will.

By now, I think I can draw a line for this week of seeking God's will. I got His wisdom tip, I will try my best on all things I think right then I will see if I feel FREE in the things I was not sure. If it is God's will, I should feel free!


Thank you God.